
I decided to take my chances and look into some of the "suggested reading" for this course. I was pleasantly surprised by Gerald Duffy's
Teaching and the Balancing of Round Stones. It was one of the most refreshing and exciting articles I have read in this program. I love how developed such an artful metaphore for teaching, and after reading his article I too am convinced that teaching is much like people trying to balance round stones. Too many of our articles are telling us what to think and exactly how to teach this or that. Duffy's insight that teachers become teachers becuase of the very fact that they
are different is so refreshing.
Throughout this program I have been looked at like the black sheep, the "wild child" that is going to disrupt our schooling system. Duffy gives me hope -- hope that my "uniqueness" and my ability to think for myself is in fact a useful trait in teaching. I love how Duffy describes the many "balancing acts" that we as teachers are expected to accomplish. Society wants us to produce independant thinking democratic citizens. Yet, they want us to have perfectly orderly classrooms. Contradiction? Yes, but a great teacher is able to create the perfect balance in his or her classroom. Districts want us to teach every student to their individual needs, yet we are supposed to expect the world of them. Again, a teacher must produce the perfect balance.
I also love the question Duffy poses:
- What particular thing do you want to accomplish as a teacher?
- What indispensible message do you want to communicate to your students?
- What do you want your students to eventually become?
These questions really made me ponder why I am here and what i want to accomplish. It would take me days to come to even the slightest conclusion to these questions, but reading them has given me an entire new light on the next few months. I am excited to enter my student teaching with these in mind. What is one thing that really want to accomplish? What do I want my students to accomplish? What do I want my students to become? What a wonderful question! I want my students to be free thinkers. I want them to challenge everything and desire to learn as much as they possibly can. I want them to believe in themselves above all and to believe in eachother no matter what they wish to accomplish throughout their lives. They may not want to become lawyers and doctors and I want them to know that that is okay. I want them to be given the tools to explore the world and discover something that they are passonate about. I want them to love life and love learning!